All this while, those messages in HIS mobile phone did not affect me so much. But, the one I saw on Wednesday night was the one that made me blew. Since then, I have been throwing my temper, finding fault with him on anything and everything. I think this is driving him nuts too. But I just cannot control myself.Initiated to end the whole thing once and for all. Although it hards, but I seemed persistent then. He pleaded with me to give him another chance. Somehow, he hit the soft side of me and the second chance was granted.But still, I could not get over the whole thing.Till now, I still want to be with him forever. Tried to put my point across to him. He said he will, as a friend. That is definitely not my point. Maybe he did catch it, but he is acting ignorant.I really wonder how will life be when things will be over. All this while, he has been my pillar of strength. When he is gone by then, it would be like as if I have lost my two legs. Without anything to support my body, I would just crumble down and sink into the ground.I am really afraid.
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
6:43 PM